so i went to 6 flags with taylor yesterday!
it was sooo fun!
i love rollercoastersss
we found joe there, it was funny


ahh ok lets just say this
boys are confusing!
but u gotta love them...

i think hes mad that i wont let go...
but i cant help it
we are dealing with everything when he gets home!
cause if we dont its gonna kill me thinking what could have happened if we did!
he isnt himself up there
i havent seen him in so long....

yeah i know like no one ever reads this but i type in here just in case people do

im going for my road test soon!
in kinda nervous!
i can hardly parallel park in my moms car!
it wasnt too hard when i did it in behind the wheel
ahh i hope i pass

yesterday i went shopping!
got some cute stuff
shopping always makes me feel a lil better :]
then i hung out with laurel!
haha tried on ugly clothes at kohls just for fun!
but she got some cute stuff

ahh i hope everything for friday works out!!
cause i really wanna go shopping with missy
she wants to get a new purse!!
ohh and im excited for saturday!!
MISSYS PARTY!
swimming and 4 wheeling!
yay!

a lot is still on my mind
it always is 24/7


im really in the mood for new music
and i want to make a cute picture collage
and take more pics
like photography pics

so today is my bestest friend MISSY's BIRTHDAY!!
i hope she had a wonderful birthday
ahh i had cheer practice tonight
my arm hurts... rawr....

i love my friends
they help me through a lot
i know i've said it before
but its true

ahh i wish some people would just act normal!

so i got back last night from up north!
it was amazing
Missy came up with me!!
first we got there and i showed her around the house and then we took a paddleboat ride with my mom! lol
the next morning we were home alone!
we made chocolate ship pancakes.... haha
lets just say a few batches didnt turn out too well....
then we went down to the peer and tanned!
we went on another paddleboat ride and almost got stuck in the middle of the lake!
yeah its kinda hard to paddle against the wind....
then we just chilled on the boat and peer taking pics and stuff! lol
we had to go to my bros baseball game, which was really hot and boring.....
after my grandparents took us to Sayner for Jakes ski show
it was pretty amazing
its acutally more fun when you know some people on the team
i thought it was really good
i could never do some of that stuff
i wish someone would have talked to me though....

then sunday we had to go to my bros baseball game again
this one wasnt as boring....
we went back to the cabin after and hung out there for a while
then we went home...

godd my parents are being so stressful!!
i wish they would let me deal with stuff myself!!
i dont know what to do anymore.....
this is all killing me, a lot more now thanks to them not letting me do what i want!!

yeahh kinda tired today!
choreography for cheerleading all day!!
im kinda sore....

ahh so much going on right now....
stuff is on my mind 24/7
yeah a lot of u prolly have no clue what im talking about
i love that i have friends to help me through my problems! :]
especially Missy!!
idk what i would do without her
we help eachother through everything
and we can talk about ANYTHING hehe
she's just amazing


He just means the world to me
i hope he knows that
i guess i just gotta wait with all this cause i cant do anything when he's so far away.....
it drives me crazy


i know the whole point of a LJ is to just write w/e, but i dont feel like i can get into much detail with stuff, idk why
i want people to know about things and what im thinking
but at the same time, i dont
yeah no one will understand



ahh i gotta pack for up north!
im excited cause im bringing missy!!
we are gonna tan and just have tons of fun cause thats just what we do! haha

yeah so im boredd 
and i kinda need one of these at the moment....
i might not be on here a lot
just might post random stuff


idk what to do anymore
i have no patience
its all driving me crazy!
i miss him